Sometimes you have to do the hardest thing.
2012 was my year of revolution.
I had to get clear, be patient, deal with being exactly where I was and am and keeping pressing on.
I look back on the last year and it all happened exactly the way it needed to for me to be pushed to do what I want to do. I wrote a lot, I published on this blog, I was published in print for the first time. I got fired, I got hired somewhere else. Something was missing. My passion. My fire.
I kept thinking about what I wanted to see in my future. There was doubt, fear, and all the other things that come with worry, but I kept on and on. This revolution was years in the making.
I envisioned true revolution something like this:
I work from home, I exercise when I want, I write in the mornings, I make enough money to feel safe. I wrote it down, erased it, rewrote with more clarity and intention. I pulled images together in my head of what it looked like. What it meant. How it would feel.
I had no idea how it would work OR IF, but I was certain about this – if I didn’t start today and today and NOW, I would never know. So I did it. I began.
And last week I resigned from my job because it happened, it all came together, all the stars aligned and I now work for myself. I did it. I started my own business. I can shape it into what I want it to be. To write, to take on only the work that I want to be doing, to believe in myself and to take my own advice and GO! I’m terrified and overjoyed. Thankful, humble and feeling badass all at the same time.
And I find it no coincidence that it’s right about year ago today that I started, that I began. That I posted for the first time on this blog. That I wrote my way through all of it.
My friend Candice always says, be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it.
It might not be exactly the way you envisioned getting there, but you just might get it. Dreams do come true – are you willing to risk it? Take that chance? Set it all on fire? Start today?!