I haven’t been writing much lately, but I’m still thinking about writing. Always.
I’ve been feeling overwhelmed.
Sometimes I feel overwhelmed by my own thoughts. All of the chaos, madness, must do/must have/must be here by 9am. It’s too much.
I make something out of nothing and that sends me on a spiral and then I do dumb things and keep making up more stories about what if this and what if that what, if I…
And then in an effort to breathe, I realize I am making it all up and I should just stop.
Stop telling myself the story that isn’t true, stop worrying about whether the story is true, stop worrying about things I can’t control. I can only be how I am in this moment and this moment and this moment. It’s so hard to remember when the world is piling things on and up. Breathe. It’s that simple.
so true I do the same thing,I think we get that from Mom the worring.Just remember pick ur battles and don’t sweat the small stuff. As always good post so proud of u keep writing u do it well love u. (sorry about the mistakes in this had surgery and doing this one handed, left at that lol.)
You write the way I sometimes feel, especially in the morning when I first wake. If I lie in bed just for a minute, my mind begins to tell the scary story. If I get going or write, then my mind surrenders for a bit and I can welcome the day and be thankful I woke up.
It’s true. Just breathe. I’ve noticed you’ve not been writing. It’ll will all click back into place when you are ready for it.
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